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Posted by: Breakingthecycle - 03-08-2024, 05:37 PM - Forum: My Request for Help
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Since a young girl I have loved babies and children and always dreamed of growing up and becoming a mum and having a little family for the first time. I longed and still do to this day to be apart of and know what a family home environment feels.
I always told myself id break the cycle and do better than what I was raised in as a little girl.
An alcoholic absent mother that acts like I don't even exist, the worst part was that from as long as I can remember she singled me out and was extra nasty and hateful to me than she was to my siblings. All I ever craved was her to acknowledge me and it took me until I was 18 to realise never ever will she love me and I my childhood was spent wondering what I did wrong or what was wrong with me?
Having gone through such a horrible heartbreaking childhood and instead of enjoying being a kid and feeling like I was loved or even wanted by the person who brought me into the world , I was a very sad scared hurt little girl that had walls up and always felt I wasn't worthy.
I knew because of all the trauma and heartache that when I became a mother I'd make sure my children had no doubt they were loved and that I'd be every thing my mother WASNT for me.
I couldn't wait to grow up and start a family for myself and have that feeling of belonging for the first time and knowing I was important to someone.
So fast forward to 22 without all the details but I'd mentioned to my doc I was just wanting to see for piece of if I was able to have children as a few things had made me question this .
So just did the general things and tests that can be done without going to far into the test just yet as I wasn't planning on having a child then I just wanted to have a piece of mind after all it was the things I'd longed for and dreamt about especially when I felt so alone and it was the only thing that made me think maybe there was going to be a day where I had a purpose or was something or someone.
Then my whole life got crambled when I was told that my tests where coming back with the news no female thinks that they'd be the girl that couldn't have kids.
It rocked my whole world
Fast forward 4 miserable long years of now going through a dark depressing years not wanting to wake up everyday letting myself go and having no drive watching my siblings have babies and start their families i was at rock bottom, just wanting to be put out of my misery.
Somehow someway an absolute miracle happened I found out I was pregnant I was so shocked and scared and in denial but also scared it was going to be over before it even began I think I stayed in disbelief and didn't tell anyone besides the father. I held off in fear for ages scared to get disappointed.
I couldn't put it off anymore and went to the doctor and was estimated to be about 18 weeks along and before I knew it I was at the 20 week ultra sound seeing my little girl moving in my belly with tears pouring down my face so many emotions that I couldn't even speak.
I was determined to get myself out of the dark whole I let myself get into but I was pretty deep in.
My little girl is now 9 months old and I've given her everything I can and done alot of work to get where we are today but I still feel like Ive failed her and let her down.
I don't have family or anyone guenine in my life to ask for a hand or to get advice or just to have someone I know cares about me emotionally.
Im doing what I can to try and get a way to just give me that fire lighter that kickstarter to help me get back up out of this whole I just feel like there is a barrier I can't get through that little hurdle I just need a boost to get over
I don't have a car nor do I have any savings to be able to enjoy my baby and really get to enjoy this crazy angel that I was gifted. I was so ready to throw the towel in I lost myself along with everything else with it
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| Strange phone bill on sister??? |
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Posted by: Sierra - 03-01-2024, 02:02 AM - Forum: My Request for Help
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As of February my sister (today) owes more then $500 to Verizon yet at the same time has 6 lines connected with her... I don't like to beg but ask for help with paying it one time as a grant to her since she had a messy break up a month ago which sucks since she gave birth last month which was hard on her physically. If you agree she'll be forever happy because she's already thousands of dollars in debt separately, my stipulated request is you pay directly to Verizon with the name I'll give you and you don't ask questions about anything else personal about her. For private reasons she doesn't need strangers knocking on her door... I would rather see everyone do money orders and not regular checks due to issues that could arise. ? if you prefer we can do a 3 way call and you can verify the need without collecting any private information from me or my sister and only hear the money amount with VERIZON.
Dm me here or comment, please let me know if there's a limit on which you can help. Thank you.
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| help save my house |
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Posted by: Nahla@4 - 02-28-2024, 06:23 PM - Forum: My Request for Help
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Hi all. I am a single mom who has hit financial hard times. I held down 2 jobs up until a few months ago. I worked a full time job and a part time weekend only job. I lost my full time job and now am down to my every other weekend job where I work with the elderly. I have fallen behind on utilities and mortgage payments due to job loss. I really want to save my home and just need a little help. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this.
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| Urgent Appeal for Financial Assistance |
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Posted by: Peconi72 - 02-22-2024, 11:57 AM - Forum: My Request for Help
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I hope this letter finds you well. My name is Peter, and I am reaching out to you in a time of great need. It is with a heavy heart and a sense of humility that I am seeking your support and generosity.
My family and I are currently facing an extremely challenging financial situation, and I am compelled to seek assistance to ensure the well-being and education of our two daughters, aged 16 and 10. The burdens of loans and unforeseen circumstances have left us in a position where meeting basic needs has become an immense struggle.
Our daughters, who are the light of our lives, are dedicated students who dream of a brighter future. However, the weight of financial difficulties is affecting their academic journey, as we find it increasingly challenging to cover their educational expenses and provide a conducive learning environment. I believe in the power of education to break the cycle of hardship, and I am determined to give my daughters the opportunities they deserve.
In addition to the educational concerns, the pressing issue of debt has become an overwhelming source of stress for our family. Despite our best efforts, we find ourselves sinking deeper into financial instability. The fear of not being able to provide for our children's future is both emotionally and mentally taxing.
I understand that times are tough for many, and I wouldn't reach out if it weren't absolutely necessary. Any assistance you could provide, whether it be a one-time donation or ongoing financial support, would make a significant impact on our lives. Your generosity will not only alleviate our immediate financial strain but will also contribute to securing a more stable and hopeful future for our family.Your consideration of our request means the world to us.
I sincerely thank you for taking the time to read our plea, and I am grateful for any support you may be able to offer. Your kindness will not be forgotten, and we look forward to a brighter tomorrow with your help.
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Help with burial expenses for my brother, a suicide victim |
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Posted by: xXTRiSHXx - 02-21-2024, 04:38 PM - Forum: My Request for Help
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Our family just went through a tragic loss right before the holiday season. I was away and trying to make it home to my family but didn’t have the funds to make it back to NH. Then at 10:30 at night I received the worse news ever! My brother Shawn commuted suicide. On December 16th, 2023 by brother took his own life. Never would I ever thought he would have done that. The last couple months prior to his passing he was getting subliminal messages though the tv, via voices and images and videos on his cellphone and tablet. My brother was 40 years young. He just turned 40 the month prior on November 16th. He just recently started battling some mental health issues. He started seeing and hearing things that no one else saw or heard. He swore people were hurting or trying to hurt my parents so he started sleeping on the couch in the living room, pulling it out so he had a complete view of my parents sleeping so he could make sure they were ok. He would wake them while they were sleep and ask if they were ok. He wouldn’t let either one of them go anywhere without him. I spoke with him on the phone a few days before his death and he told me people were out to hurt him or my parents and that it has something to do with his past. He said “they” think he did something in his past that he has to pay for now that’s why they are torturing him. This all started recently. He started having extreme paranoia and at the end he knew something was wrong. The day of his death he asked my mom to get the phone number to the pavilion for him. My mother had to bring my husband to the store and for some reason my brother stayed home alone. Usually my father would of stayed home with him but this time my brother told my dad “just go with ma I’ll be fine”. My mom always kisses him on the cheek and says goodbye I’ll see you when I get back and when she did this, this time he said “don’t say goodbye, say see you later” and then my father said to him don’t do anything stupid when I’m gone and my brother said “don’t worry dad, I won’t. I won’t do anything stupid, I promise.” That was the last time they saw him alive. They were only gone for maybe 1/2 hour. When they got home they found my brother on the floor with blood all over him. He took a double barrel 410 shotgun and put it in his mouth. I wish I could go back to that day and I wish my mom had called the pavilion for him and never left him alone. I wish I was home to be there for him and talk to him. I wish there was something I could have done to prevented it. At the moment when he put that gun in his mouth all I could think of is how he felt. He must have been crying his eyes out. I can’t imagine what he was going through. I love and miss him so very much. My parents are heartbroken and devastated over this. They don’t know how to cope, physically, mentally and financially. My brother lived with my parents and helped them with all their bills. He paid 1/3 of everything, along with being their right hand man and helping them with the animals, cleaning, cooking and carrying in the groceries and taking out the trash. My parents are getting up there in age and can’t do all that themselves so he was a big part of their life. He took care of them and looked out for them and helped them in any way he could. We always talked about how he would always live with my parents because he always had to be here to watch out for them. He would of never left them behind willingly. Something must of really been hurting him so badly that he couldn’t take it anymore. He said to his friend a few days prior to his passing that “I guess I just have to kill myself so they won’t hurt my parents”. We didn’t know he said this to him until after it was too late. He thought it was him or my parents and he choose him. He thought “the people that were torturing him were going to do it to my parents as well.” I wish we knew this was so bad so we could have gotten him the help he needed. Because he never had to choose between his life or my parents. He basically gave his life for my parents. We are all so hurt and have so many unanswered questions. I haven’t gotten to see my brother since may 2023, besides I saw him for about 5 minutes in September 2023. He knew I was trying to get home and I was coming soon. I was excited to see everyone. Every time I called and he answered the phone he would want to talk to me the whole time. He just needed someone to talk to and I wish I could have been there for him as much as he needed me to be. I will always love him. He was my big brother and best friend. I’m 37yrs old. We are only 3yrs apart and grew up together. We were legit best friends. I will always love him and will NEVER forget him! I still talk to him every night and think of him every day.
well today I am asking if there is anyone that could possibly help me with money to pay for memorial/funeral services, for his cremation and urns and possibly help with money for burial plot and headstone. Today is now February 20th 2024 and we still haven’t had a memorial service for him and have not picked up his ashes at the funeral home because we haven’t paid them for the cremation or urns yet because we just don’t have the funds. My parents are on a fixed income, SSDI, which my brother was receiving as well. They shut his check off as soon as he passed and my parents have been paying my brothers portion of the rent and bills now and they don’t even have the funds to do so. I am asking if there is anyone out there that could help us with anything, we would greatly appreciate it. I know there are so many people out there in this world with big hearts. Please help our family that is so very much in need at this time. I want to thank you all for taking the time and reading this. Feel free to contact me with any questions or comments if you would like!
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Help with burial expenses for my brother, a suicide victim |
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Posted by: xXTRiSHXx - 02-21-2024, 05:30 AM - Forum: My Request for Help
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Our family just went through a tragic loss right before the holiday season. I was away and trying to make it home to my family but didn’t have the funds to make it back to NH. Then at 10:30 at night I received the worse news ever! My brother Shawn commuted suicide. On December 16th, 2023 by brother took his own life. Never would I ever thought he would have done that. The last couple months prior to his passing he was getting subliminal messages though the tv, via voices and images and videos on his cellphone and tablet. My brother was 40 years young. He just turned 40 the month prior on November 16th. He just recently started battling some mental health issues. He started seeing and hearing things that no one else saw or heard. He swore people were hurting or trying to hurt my parents so he started sleeping on the couch in the living room, pulling it out so he had a complete view of my parents sleeping so he could make sure they were ok. He would wake them while they were sleep and ask if they were ok. He wouldn’t let either one of them go anywhere without him. I spoke with him on the phone a few days before his death and he told me people were out to hurt him or my parents and that it has something to do with his past. He said “they” think he did something in his past that he has to pay for now that’s why they are torturing him. This all started recently. He started having extreme paranoia and at the end he knew something was wrong. The day of his death he asked my mom to get the phone number to the pavilion for him. My mother had to bring my husband to the store and for some reason my brother stayed home alone. Usually my father would of stayed home with him but this time my brother told my dad “just go with ma I’ll be fine”. My mom always kisses him on the cheek and says goodbye I’ll see you when I get back and when she did this, this time he said “don’t say goodbye, say see you later” and then my father said to him don’t do anything stupid when I’m gone and my brother said “don’t worry dad, I won’t. I won’t do anything stupid, I promise.” That was the last time they saw him alive. They were only gone for maybe 1/2 hour. When they got home they found my brother on the floor with blood all over him. He took a double barrel 410 shotgun and put it in his mouth. I wish I could go back to that day and I wish my mom had called the pavilion for him and never left him alone. I wish I was home to be there for him and talk to him. I wish there was something I could have done to prevented it. At the moment when he put that gun in his mouth all I could think of is how he felt. He must have been crying his eyes out. I can’t imagine what he was going through. I love and miss him so very much. My parents are heartbroken and devastated over this. They don’t know how to cope, physically, mentally and financially. My brother lived with my parents and helped them with all their bills. He paid 1/3 of everything, along with being their right hand man and helping them with the animals, cleaning, cooking and carrying in the groceries and taking out the trash. My parents are getting up there in age and can’t do all that themselves so he was a big part of their life. He took care of them and looked out for them and helped them in any way he could. We always talked about how he would always live with my parents because he always had to be here to watch out for them. He would of never left them behind willingly. Something must of really been hurting him so badly that he couldn’t take it anymore. He said to his friend a few days prior to his passing that “I guess I just have to kill myself so they won’t hurt my parents”. We didn’t know he said this to him until after it was too late. He thought it was him or my parents and he choose him. He thought “the people that were torturing him were going to do it to my parents as well.” I wish we knew this was so bad so we could have gotten him the help he needed. Because he never had to choose between his life or my parents. He basically gave his life for my parents. We are all so hurt and have so many unanswered questions. I haven’t gotten to see my brother since may 2023, besides I saw him for about 5 minutes in September 2023. He knew I was trying to get home and I was coming soon. I was excited to see everyone. Every time I called and he answered the phone he would want to talk to me the whole time. He just needed someone to talk to and I wish I could have been there for him as much as he needed me to be. I will always love him. He was my big brother and best friend. I’m 37yrs old. We are only 3yrs apart and grew up together. We were legit best friends. I will always love him and will NEVER forget him! I still talk to him every night and think of him every day.
well today I am asking if there is anyone that could possibly help me with money to pay for memorial/funeral services, for his cremation and urns and possibly help with money for burial plot and headstone. Today is now February 20th 2024 and we still haven’t had a memorial service for him and have not picked up his ashes at the funeral home because we haven’t paid them for the cremation or urns yet because we just don’t have the funds. My parents are on a fixed income, SSDI, which my brother was receiving as well. They shut his check off as soon as he passed and my parents have been paying my brothers portion of the rent and bills now and they don’t even have the funds to do so. I am asking if there is anyone out there that could help us with anything, we would greatly appreciate it. I know there are so many people out there in this world with big hearts. Please help our family that is so very much in need at this time. I want to thank you all for taking the time and reading this. Feel free to contact me with any questions or comments if you would like!
paypal.me @xXTRiSHXx
Cash app - TheEatons603
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