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[font=.SF UI Text][font=.SFUIText]Thank you for clicking to read my story. To stay anonymous, because this is the last thing I want to do, my name is Karen. I’ve been trying to figure out ways to help myself before having to come onto the cyber world and ask for anyone’s help who may be reading. [/font][/font]

[font=.SF UI Text][font=.SFUIText]As of today I’m 674 days sober. I’m a recovering alcoholic who also towards the end abused prescribed Xanax. I drank since I was 16/17 and began really heavy in 2016 when my grandmother got sick and was living with me. I would drink every night to feel nothing and make myself numb. I had other issues within myself as well that I tried to mask with beer, wine or anything that would get me drunk. She died February of ‘16and I got worse. Watching someone so precious to you fade away before your own eyes is the worst thing to live with. Until May of ‘17 came and my Dad had a massive heart attack at 62 and dropped dead.   I had put myself in the hospital by taking a handful of Xanax and washing it down with 2 magnums of wine 2 months before his day. I take pride in the fact I was able to stay sober throughout losing him too. [/font][/font]

[font=.SF UI Text][font=.SFUIText]I’ve always been a hard worker and had my first job at 16 and made sure I made enough money to pay my bills and have some fun. Until the having fun part became an issue. I didn’t care what drunk me was spending money on. As long as I had enough to drink every night and have fun and pay a few bills I was good to go. That rolled into learning about consolidating into personal loans and consolidating those loans into another bigger loan and here I am with 30,000 in debt with nothing to show for it. [/font][/font]

[font=.SF UI Text][font=.SFUIText]I met the love of my life towards the end of my downward spiral and she stayed with me and put up with me through thick and thin all the way to today. I am so in love with her and I want to provide for her and have a house and kids and everything I had growing up. I come from a family of 5 and family is a big part of my life. I cannot ask my mother for help as she is now widowed and working to make ends meet with her own situation. My siblings have their families and kids to provide for as well. I never thought I would come to a site like this but I’m hoping someone will read my short story and help me get out of the hole I put myself in so that I can live comfortably and happy. Money doesn’t buy happiness, I am happy, I would just feel better knowing I don’t owe all this money and I’m not working and working for nothing to really be coming of it. I can’t do this on my own. [/font][/font]

[font=.SF UI Text][font=.SFUIText]I have already started in the right direction being in complete control of myself and living life sober. I really had forgotten how good you can feel and how much time I’ve lost abusing. [/font][/font]

[font=.SF UI Text][font=.SFUIText]My goal is to pay that big loan I have off so that I will be able to help my mother, help myself and help others as much as I can. I’m a big believer in paying it forward and I plan to do just that. So whoever you are reading this, I simply ask for any donation that you can give. I thank you and God Bless. [/font][/font]

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HI I'm a 25 yr old mother of 2 and needs help with rent. Yes, I'll exchange work for one payment. I do alotaof odd jobs but mostly computer stuff (troubleshooting, site managing, etc) I'm open to anything else right now. I will be starting a new job in two weeks and my landlord will not wait that long. I was late last month and he's expecting the same this month. 
Anything is appreciated

Dear Sir, Dear Madam, 
Experiencing a never ending loop of desperation I discovered this site that gave me the feeling of a glimmer of hope. 
I'm  living with my partner and our dog in an apartment nearby Zürich in Switzerland. Our relationship began in in the year 2000 and we're still a happy and loving couple.
The vicious circle began 3 years ago, when my girlfriend's grandma had to leave her home due to dementia. It was a shock for my girlfriend, since she grew up with her grandparents. We were that deeply moved for a long time about that situation that we paid less attention to our private obligations as due invoices until we received last requests for payment. The more these demands accumulated the less we were able to fulfill all the requests with our monthly salaries . As a way out we applied for personal loans, had to ask my parents and family for financial aid, that was  really an embarrassing feeling. These financial difficulties are still going on until today since we have to pay back the monthly installments for the loans and collection agencies with whom we could arrange payment agreements. Even though it happens that we still have to ask colleagues for help and it happens that we do not know how to buy food until the end of the month and go in the store with the calculator  counting what basic food we're able to buy. At worst we renounce to us in favor of our dog that always has to be doing well as such a loyal and true friend.
The current liabilities amounted to approximately CHF 30'000. Whereas we were not able to pay back my parents and family yet, what makes us really feel bad and sad. 

In summer 2017 was diagnosed lung tumor at my father that had to be operated. Next very shocking and sad news for all of us. We were really afraid of the consequences and what would happen. Fortunately everything went good and he is recovering well.

In fall 2017 our new neighbors started to complain about us because of our dog, that was supposed to be too noisy. It became a psychological terror we could not stand any longer and were forced to move into another apartment in early 2018.  

In summer 2018 was diagnosed colorectal tumor at my mother. I was thinking this is not possible, 1 year after my father's diagnose. How do I deserve this? What else do we have to endure? Again fortunately the operation went good and she is recovering until today. 

This is my and our true story.  When writing I almost can't believe what happened since 2016 and how haunted by bad luck we were and still are. Sometimes it's not easy not to lose hope and remain positive and maintain motivation.  Maybe this could be the turning point that will make possible the experience of happiness and joyfulness that we did not have for such a long time.

That's why I created this campaign as a glimmer of hope and maybe achieve the goal to give back all the support that was given to us, that familiy and friends no longer have to worry and I'd be so happy to make it possible to get married with my girlfriend after 19 years and prove that we belong together in good and especially bad times as these because no one else could have given me that emotional strength to overcome these difficult times.

I'd like to thank you so much in advance if my dreams could come true and I'd be eternally grateful to you all!

PayPal:
https://paypal.me/OTruchet

I don’t know where we will go now my mom is fighting cancer for almost 6 months already. All our savings are turning into zero. Yeaterday, the doctor inform us that she needs to be chemo. This really breaks my heart but I still need to be strong because she’s the only one that is left to me. My father died when i was still young and i don’t have any brothers or sisters I just hope and praying that someone here can help me.

Looks like there is no-one on here that is kind and generous
To help me 

Dear Sir
 
 
How are you?
 
I am sure you don't know me.
My name is MD Golam Faruk.  I am a Muslim. I live In Bangladesh. my life is very miserable. I know you help lot of people. I send many emails to all over world philanthropist but not coming any reply or replying but not helping me because of my individual reason. let me tell you about my life:
 
Before I had very good life.  I have wife a 16 months old daughter, parents are living with me. But somehow recently my cousin betrays and run way with all my money. And put me in big financial problem.
 
I know if I get some financial loan help then again I can get back my life. Now I am in so deep financial problem that my life becomes harder to live on with my family.
Because I got lots of debt I have to pay.
Also recently my wife was in hospital and I had to spend lot of money for her treatment, and because my wife was so sick I had to give more time to my 16 months old daughter look after. For that reason I lost my Job.
I don't know I cloud explain you about my financial situation.
Really you can't imagine how miserable my life is.
 
I am really sorry for that in my first mail I have to ask for some financial loan or help.
I know you help lots of people. That's why I am begging you. I know this embarrassing but
I really need some help.
I am really hoping that you can help me.
Please get back to me if you want to help me.
 
Here I give you my address and contact details, also my bank details:
 
 
 
 
Name :  MD.  Golam  Faruk
 
Address:          166/20/D/1 Adarsh-Para, Madertake                            
                                  Basaboo-1214. Sabujbag                                                                   
                                  Dhaka, Bangladesh            
 
Mobile: +8801316196538
 
Bank Details:
 
Account Holder:............................................ MD Golam Faruk

Account Number:............................................... 2801867362001 

 Bank Name:............................................. The City Bank Limited 

Country / Destination:.............................................Dhaka, Bangladesh

Bank Location:.....................................................  Mouchak Branch,
                                    House no:80/A , Shahajalal Tower(1st Floor),
                                    Shiddeswari Circular Road, Malibagh
                                     Shantinagar, Ramna, Dhaka-1217, Bangladesh
                                     Phone:-+88029357717 

Route No:..................................................................... 225274361  

Swift Code:............................................................. CIBLBDDH 
 
 
 
Thank you
 
Best regards
 
MD Golam Faruk              
 
 

Firstly, thank you for reading my post.

I'm a desperate for some help to get out of thousands of dollars of debt. It started when I was a teenager and only wanted to chase my dreams, however as much as I tried things didn't work out and I don't know how to pay off the loans. I have stopped being stupid and now being realistic and working but the payment is hardly able to pay for my loans every month. Now I'm in a situation where I am not able to pay the due loan amounts, I have already took the extensions and don't know what to do. I have learnt so much for not being realistic and if I can just get the loan paid off then I won't have the worry and stress of how I'm going to help my family. I really am desperate or I wouldn't be here, I've had several depression attacks over the last couple of months and I'm really not sure how I'm going to get myself out of this mess. I really am begging, for the first time in my life I'm putting my pride to one side and realised that I can't do this by myself. Anything that you can spare will be massively appreciated, and I make a promise that once I manage to get this paid off then I will do my very best to help as many other people as I can in similar situations. Thank you so much for reading, I will be eternally grateful if you can help me, this is my PayPal link: paypal.me/nijuprem1

:heart: I’m currently 8 months pregnant and preparing to have my first child as a single mum. My place has just been robbed last week taking a lot of my babies essentials for when she’s born and anything that was of worth in my house including money i had saved to pay rent and bills. I’ve tried everything else to try get back on my feet but at the moment its jst seeming impossible. Cops have no lead so I really see no light at the end of the tunnel. I feel hopeless and embarrassed that I’ve had To post this on here and that I’m going to fail my baby girl. I’m really frightened that I’m not even going to Be able to pay rent and have a home for us both or even have things she’ll desperately need. I hate that it’s come to this but any help to get me back on my feet and get ready for my baby girls arrival would be a god send. Thanks for reading. Bless you all. Paypal.me/Gbryant991 x

Bills came through, recently bought a new tire after my first one had a 3 inch hole, all in all i looked up some ways to get some $ and it landed me here. I currently don’t have enough money to buy food for my family of three including me, next sign of cash is on friday, anything will help i’ll really appreciate it thank you for your time.

 https://www.paypal.me/bnijohn

I want to begin by thanking anyone that takes the time to read this, and let it be known that this is very new to me and I don't know how i feel or if this will work.. To make my long story short, I am 25 years old, and I recently married my best friend, who is 23. I have two children from a previous relationship, a 3 and 1 year old, and she also has two children of the same ages. We both have them full time, so our family is quite hectic. Our issues recently have been taxing, my wife was diagnosed with Crones Disease, Lupus, and Colon Cancer (Not all at the same time, of course). Despite her medical issues she is an extraordinary person and works extremely hard. We didn't live together before the marriage, and just recently I moved in because she physically couldn't work anymore and I wanted to be able to support her and our family. This meant leaving my current job and starting over 4 hours from home. I start a new job today but neither of us have much of a savings, I am currently interviewing for multiple other places in hopes I can pick up a second and possible third job, but currently we are very behind in our bills.. I have many things I have to pay off from my previous home, and she was already behind in our current place because of medical appointments and being placed on bedrest multiple times in the past couple months. I don't know if this will work but I don't know where else to turn and I just want to be able to provide for my family until I can get on my feet again. Thank you to anyone that decides to help, I can't begin to tell you how much any kind of help would be appreciated. My link is cash.me/$AarHel