Trying to get my son for Christmas

I have been trying to get my life on track for about a year now. I just recently got a new apartment, at $400 a month. But recently lost my job due to a schizophrenic episode. I am filing for disability, but in the meantime i would like to prove that i am capable of living like an adult. Unfortunately i have no food, barely any clothes, and one bar of soap. Rent is due 12/01, and my domestic partner and i just want to be able to comply with dcf and have a safe environment for our son to at least be able to visit, even if we cant get him back. We have no money for christmas presents, and if we cant provide a safe location for christmas we will not be able to see him. I have not seen my son since July of 2020. I dont want to miss another christmas. Please, please help me. 

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