Please help

Hi everyone,

I’m female, I live in San Francisco. I’ve been homeless for over a year now . I live in my car. I do work I have depression. My depression makes it hard to goodbye a job. My depression has gotten a lot worse after lossing my mom her death  was very sudden and very very unexpected I have three brothers and dad remarried but I was adopted when I was a baby and let’s just say I never felt adopted until the day my mother died I guess it’s true blood is sticker than water so since my mom‘s as I’ve pretty much been alone. I turned 40 this year. I need help to get back on my feet. I feel like the little hope I hope I had is fading away and I am  desperate to get back on my feet I just well I want some sensitive belonging where I can hang my clothes up take a shower when I want to