Need help getting to family's funeral

Hello and thank u for taken the time to read this post..its hard to write this with out getting emotional...a cousin that I took over raising when he was 14 til he moved out when 21..the family got a call no one wants to get..we got that call and having raise him for the time my qnd my now Ex-GF did..I think of him more then a little cousin,the funeral and burial back in our hometown,do to a car accident I'm unable to work and on disability...have a really hard time dealing with this..wanting to talk I call my cousin back home,to have her sister tell me she too has passed away and her funeral was 2 days ago..its deepens my heart that I didn't make it...and not making the funeral,is like not going to a sons funeral..I've just be told about being able to do this,ask for help on this site...I'm stuck and asking for help me please I have 4 days to make the $1000 needed  to go...If proof is needed I can proved it..if ur able to help the email to sent money to is 
                    carpenter7777jamie@gmail.com 
Again thank u for reading my post