Need an angel...

I can go into MUCH greater detail if you’d like but basically I am at a point in my life where sometimes I wish I were dead.
I can not seem to get ahead no matter what I do.
I try and try and I work hard but I am ALWAYS behind.

I have had 2 fiancés pass away (1 in a car accident and 1 from liver failure) and it just seems like this black cloud is over me.

I live at home because I can not afford my own place yet.  I work 2 full time jobs and it’s just not enough.

My bank account is in the negative because I don’t have anyone to help me.  I can’t even afford gas in my car right now.

If there is someone out there who is willing to help me out I can PROMISE you I am a good person.  I ALWAYS put myself last and put everyone else before myself.

I just need someone to help me out a little.  I am not one who wants designer stuff or expensive things.  I just want to be able to have a full tank of gas to go to work.  I want to be able to grab a soda if I am out and thirsty.  

I REALLY want to get out of my current living situation because it is killing me.  They make me hate myself.

Message me and I will explain more if you would like.

PLEASE!  If you can help me.