Help please !!! No where to turn.

I need help..... 
I dont have medical insurance and I am out of options. I have tried for medicaid and disability, but because my state never expanded medicaid, i do not fall in range for help. I am jobless right now. I have had many jobs and im good at anything i do. Nust not living. Im sorry but im giving up on trying. It seems like no matter what all i do is jump through hoops. I need a break. I need someones help either financially or physically to help me go through all the red tape of being disabled.  I dont know what im doing and i cant live like this. Something has to change. I wasnt like this 4 years ago. I was normal. I always had a job and money and a place to stay. I need the help to get back to that place. I can't do this alone.  Please anything helps.   Thank you
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