03-27-2025, 10:22 PM
It's not fun being gaslighted. To be made to feel as though I've lost my marbles. Its also not fun when you ruin friend groups because of something you swore you saw... or did you?
After being pushed to the brink of insanity I found myself on a 72 hour hold. I drove myself and talked about my issues, it felt like a mini vacation. All of this due to my failure to find another job after being let go. I worked there for 5 years paid off all my debt and was free at last.
Until I met someone and my life seemed to fall apart. Suddenly I wasn't good enough and all my unhealed parts came to light. They moved out and on with their life and now like to constantly remind me of how if I would of just persevered through all the bs they put me through that I could of been right there with them. I could of been because I want a relationship and they want a squad of women to follow them around like lost children. Well now I'm left trying to come up with rent money alone and pay for the car.
That's not to say I didn't play some part in my own down fall. I could go on for days of the mental, emotional and sexual abuse I endured, I should be glad this person is out of my life. I just wish I would of stayed away. I have until the 1st to come up with $4,000 to cover rent and the car note.
I'm not sure if I'm suppose to put my payment type here but I have cashapp, zelle, and venmo
After being pushed to the brink of insanity I found myself on a 72 hour hold. I drove myself and talked about my issues, it felt like a mini vacation. All of this due to my failure to find another job after being let go. I worked there for 5 years paid off all my debt and was free at last.
Until I met someone and my life seemed to fall apart. Suddenly I wasn't good enough and all my unhealed parts came to light. They moved out and on with their life and now like to constantly remind me of how if I would of just persevered through all the bs they put me through that I could of been right there with them. I could of been because I want a relationship and they want a squad of women to follow them around like lost children. Well now I'm left trying to come up with rent money alone and pay for the car.
That's not to say I didn't play some part in my own down fall. I could go on for days of the mental, emotional and sexual abuse I endured, I should be glad this person is out of my life. I just wish I would of stayed away. I have until the 1st to come up with $4,000 to cover rent and the car note.
I'm not sure if I'm suppose to put my payment type here but I have cashapp, zelle, and venmo