01-24-2020, 01:04 PM
I am looking for any donation I can get. Please if you are in the position to help, I would be so grateful as I am honestly not sure where to turn now.
Please finish reading before you judge me upon my previous actions, everyone deserves a second chance.
Since I was old enough to legally gamble I have done more or less every week for the past 8 years. I have always been in full time employment and I would say 85% of everything I have earned I have spent online gambling. I only stopped 2 months ago and also set up blocks with all online casinos and betting companies.
Since then I have been trying to pay back my friends and family, I haven’t even been able to start paying off my debt. I have £36,000 in debt a lot of the time from small loans which charge silly amounts of interet. My current job will end at the end of January and I have been having a lot of mental health problems due to everything that has gone on.
I have put in a situation where I now have bad credit, I could have easily paid of a mortgage if I got one when I was younger, I have missed out on many things but more importantly I want to make it up to my partner and two daughters who have also missed out due to my foolishness.
I would never think of commiting suicide but so you understand my mindset I am feeling very low and I have let everyone down. I do think they will be better of without me.
I may not be anywhere near as deserving as the other people asking for donations, and even though I have let people down in the past I always help people when I can. I am a big believer in Karma and I am sure that the by fate the right person will read through this and understand my situation and help me out.
Thanks for your time and thanks so much for anyone who can help me.
paypal.me/fabianih
Please finish reading before you judge me upon my previous actions, everyone deserves a second chance.
Since I was old enough to legally gamble I have done more or less every week for the past 8 years. I have always been in full time employment and I would say 85% of everything I have earned I have spent online gambling. I only stopped 2 months ago and also set up blocks with all online casinos and betting companies.
Since then I have been trying to pay back my friends and family, I haven’t even been able to start paying off my debt. I have £36,000 in debt a lot of the time from small loans which charge silly amounts of interet. My current job will end at the end of January and I have been having a lot of mental health problems due to everything that has gone on.
I have put in a situation where I now have bad credit, I could have easily paid of a mortgage if I got one when I was younger, I have missed out on many things but more importantly I want to make it up to my partner and two daughters who have also missed out due to my foolishness.
I would never think of commiting suicide but so you understand my mindset I am feeling very low and I have let everyone down. I do think they will be better of without me.
I may not be anywhere near as deserving as the other people asking for donations, and even though I have let people down in the past I always help people when I can. I am a big believer in Karma and I am sure that the by fate the right person will read through this and understand my situation and help me out.
Thanks for your time and thanks so much for anyone who can help me.
paypal.me/fabianih