Hi my name is dj and for the past few years things have been very hard for me. When i was 16 my mom pulled a knife on me and tried to stab me so ive been on my own since then im 20 now and still struggling i find odd jobs to make ends meet but its not enough. I can feel my health deteriorating and im only 20 years old ive had surgery on both my feet and ever since then its been hard trying to find a job where im comfortable and not in pain. I am currently living with 2 drug addicts who constantly does drugs and i hate the enviroment im in. Everyday its a struggle to eat and find good clean food . We have no hot water and are on the verge of are water being turned off from the owner's not paying past due bills due to there addiction ive tried several times to change their ways but to failure everytime Please if anyone see this anything would be helpful at this depressing time thank you to all who has read this 