I NEED HELP

[Chances49]

I NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE SO PLEASE BEAR WITH ME I GOT BEHIND EVERYTHING I WAS JUST IN THE HOSPITAL FOR TRYING TO COMMIT SUICIDE I DIDNT BECAUSE I WAS OVERWHELMED EVERYTHING THE CUT OF MY HOURS LOST OF MY MOTHER AND WAS DROWNING AND NOT COULD NOT A BREAK TO THE POINT I DID SOMETHING I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE NOW IM TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE BUT GETTING REALLY HARD WITH HOSPITAL BILLS GAS BILL WHERE THEY SHUT MY GAS OFF JUST EVERYTHING IS NOT GOING RIGHT I CANT CATCH A BREAK ITS HARD TO STAY POSITIVE WHEN YOU ARE ALWAYS BEING KICK SO MUCH I NEED HELP THANK YOU FOR TAKING TIME TO READ THIS PayPal.Me/stayabovewater