Require financial assistant - don't want to lose family

[quietlifer]

I am owing members of my family and family fiends large sums of money (~£6000). I need to pay them back otherwise I know they will disown me. I want my life to be normal again. My mental health has been taking a battering and I am having crazy thoughts.
Any amount you can spare will be most grateful. My PayPal does not work but I have Cash App: £quietlifer.
Please help!
Thank you kind souls.