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Dear Sir/Madam,
I'm writing this to honestly pledge for simple donation as anything you could give, as little as you could possible, for my emergency and very long time constants crisis beyond many measures as they are multifold. Many manners of troubles, suffering to & sickness to my almost time end of all ends and many deaths, to my emergency rescues and to help me crossed over upon of all my depth and exceeding troubles. I seek not to continually begging more than the need nor using this further as means to find money perverse way, if not to all tragically I have beyond many measures, and extreme unfortunate fates. So also though I may not be able to provide you with picture to my dignity and remain anonymous, while other things difficult to my limitations, nonetheless it is an honest, sincere truth and genuine pledge. I may not able to craft of all this in order to be succeeded or not other than truth and my own consciences. As I think beyond that could only business, deception and perversions. Though I may not have enough better words to beg you to please help me more than I could writes and could ever tell enough of everything. In exchange, if you have simple work to pay back I could do online or we become an unknown distant friend or acquaintance through email, then I'm here too in time of you need of help or sharing. Please however, nothing indecent or a bad, such as sex or inappropriate things, but if you have bad times, situation or bad things happen to you, you could always share with me.
I have been living and suffering from many extreme conditions, poverty, bad patches, sorrows and severities for many, many years. And how strange of all these could only be fate or an unknown divine purposes for some unknown reasons. Like I have been serving the many bad things happens to many people all at once but multifold to me, not from my own making or of all the ways I tries beyond the many of us would, but only kept cut down and given up to suffers of all the wrongs things of people and the world, though I needed only for my sake only, and in short of all my displacements just to have simple basic life that enable me to do things. I have been living the many worst, of many bad shelter and my graves life, as well as indignities that I'm not or should not. I could not eat nor simple medication to relieves in my many bad times, and could never have just simple food or simple basic need personal need, nor help of all beyond exhausted runs off or could never no more, nor mean to get helps nor could work anything simple and basic, even of all I have tries and online when there was times I I forged anything and everything I can under of all my many troubles and suffering, but all other things that simply needed could only kept failing me, and if I get things returned, they returned many ugly things. Let alone to help me but to only makes of all the worst and things wrongs in all the wrong places. And they can only make things harder, for people and world will not understand them, if not I do my own independent work and the sore rescues of all I have and continually suffers exceedingly. Over the course of years and the many things I have suffers and worsen exceedingly and I have been so sick with the many things exceedingly and has many times to many outmost. I only hope, prays and believe that there are something good at the end, but to this point I'm at of all my ends of all those ends and the death to my soul of all my deaths of the many violence suffering and conditions. I'm more than I could beg for donation that can only help me, and I more than I can ever tell enough of all I have suffers and been through and still going throughs, of all I never rest nor could ever be helped, to of all this ends. And to all this end is that I'm grievingly and exhaustively keep feeling about to dies of all my badly violence suffering and many manners of sickness. Lapses and experiences many seizures of deaths. More than crisis and emergency need of so much help and rescues of recovery.
I have a recent urgent debt of something held of also debt, and so can only increasing the more time, that held me with deep problems and could held me for the worst, I have no home nor bike transport, nor there is public transport in this city island, and I'm exceedingly desperate to proper flat room to my own for all I have, sick and suffers of all my time. I would like to try now to work as cab driver if possible and recover, that may help me earn daily of all my short daily deaths, and able to earn quickly to work my way out and life, but I have no license and needed paperwork anymore for all their expired. I also in need of simple proper android phone for it, and for just many simple needed things for all needed. I also in need of simple proper laptop, as all my life is in it and the many things I would like and needed to work my life and many positive things or things could only harder and expensive. Then my beginning simple personal needs, and beginning utilities such as clothes and shoes, personal needed basic products, electricity, internet and phone usage. Summing up total I hope to raise $2500 - 4000. Firstly: Now emergency surviving saving rescues for living & recovery, of Basic food and personal need, proper room and debt, and as well as for my paperwork and android phone for further need and work, and as able to rent bike monthly could only cheaper for all, many and everything. Secondly : the need for my laptop and considering bike still expensive to rent for expenses and of all the bad times and troubles, than to having buy second one my own, in calculation I'm almost no pay any rent and remain to have amount of value, with could only less decrease compare to rent I never own, and always need to pay other things and troubles, and a simple proper laptop. As I this is broken up and handicapted of some normal functions.
Final thoughts & further more. There are more sorrows and suffering in the unseen than we could ever possibly knows them. I would never know how so much life could be so unfair to many and good people more than they are deserved. In short of all my experience, like being sent by unknown destiny to the many depth of the world problems and humanity. The pace that are always we all are only help until the many things are far too late and could never be help, or unless they are seeming to worst fall of all the depth and suffers of all manners. The same problems that creates of all the suffering world, crimes and evils, and breaking many good orders of goodness and life into displacements and chaos, and I have suffers of all many depth of them. The sins that we are all missing the mark that has created so many catastrophic damages and unseen cruelty, which are the very causes of all them and could never be help, until they all worst than far too late nor could be reconcile with anything else in the further to comes. The many missing mark and miss understanding that's always awaits ready to fall and it's gigantic climax of Reckonings. With this I present you this video for our remembrance and reckoning, we are all in this together. Please help me!
Барака 1992
If or when I have more than I needed, I would give it to them and sought whose suffers for help. I would like to study many things, and if possible making goodly projects for them and saving many off the bad life, sufferings & sorrows of the world and humanity. Saving one at a time and every opportunity. I also have many things to share and contribute from my experiences, as when I get help and restored back to life and what is right and good enough for me. I just don’t know how my own suffering and sorrows life patches and the many of the world would end, and if this would work. I sincerely more than I could beg of you to please help me, and get back to me soonest one way or another!
All my thanks and prayer!
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