As my own preference and tendency to lean in the way of efficiency and getting directly to the point usually dictates the ‘methods of my madness,’ I see no cause to deviate so I’ll get right to it: As you can most likely guess from my title, no matter how hard, diligently, relentlessly, or stubbornly I continuously struggle to get any type of ‘ahead’ or make any type of headway in my life, right in the next breathe there always seems to be for lies at work that not only counteract and negate the initial gains, but leave me set back even farther than where I was to begin with. Some part of me really believes that in a past life I did something unspeakable and now in this one I will forever be doomed to the consequences. It becomes, not only defeating, but a complete blackout of any type of hope and motivation that I used to, once, wield naturally and instinctually.
I’m 32, the only child to aging parents whom I live with, I live in Florida around the Orlando area, which has seen inflation on a massive, overwhelmingly scale and made this state the most expensive to reside in, in the US. I’m giving, to the point, many times, when I give without having for myself. Helping and contributing to others usually is where I go back to when lost or needing to reorientation myself and priorities. I have debt from not-so-smart decisions that were resounding lessons from my 20’s, which bars me from most things in life in anymore. I desperately want to go back to school for my MBA, but between debt, and the countless setbacks that’s always are thrown in my path, it is increasingly becoming just a dream I’ll never see come to fruition. Which, considering I’m also a ‘disappointment,’ it would be nice to do one thing right in my parents eyes and soon, as I’ve said they are getting on in years.
So my request is this: although I am genuinely and truly appreciative of any kindness extended, regardless of the numerical value and would be beyond thankful and grateful for anything sent my way to help, ultimately, my goal is $5,000. This would allow me to pay off a few debts, have application fees for potential MBA programs, an initial payment to begin school, and hopefully, have something a bit substantial to invest and build upon to continue to propel myself forward in school and in life, and with any luck, at least partially succeed in my journey to getting back in control of my life.
Thank you for your time and consideration of even reading my story and, who knows, with someone’s assistance and kind heart maybe one day I’ll get that bit of hope and motivation back. Below is my PayPal link: https://www.paypal.me/cactus2019
Ho I am really in financial need to start a business in hair and beauty to help my financial situation. I am really passionate about this so I know I will do really well. I appreciate all your time and contributions. Thank you. paypal is https://www.paypal.me/rickettsmico
I have not been able to take care ofmy daughter properly and I honestly want to give her the best things in life. I am out of pampers and food for her and I don't know where to turn hoping that things will get better soon.
I'm from the Philippines and I don't get why people are happy that the son of a dictator is now a president and the value of peso has been decreasing so I need some extra money to help alleviate the expenses of my family and in case this president fucks up the country.
I lost my job on Thursday. Unemployment, unfortunately, takes 4-5 weeks for them to make a decision. I have no where else to turn to, and i need to pay rent and other expenses that are due at the beginning of the month. I was able to pay a few bills, but i have come up short.
Until unemployment kicks in, i think i can forgo paying the car insurance. But i can’t get away with not paying the rent and other utilities. A good 1,735 will help me until the end of the month to persevere through this unforeseen time.
If you’re willing to give anything - nothing is too small, please consider. My cash app is http://cash.app/kenspen7
Thank you kindly! I’ll be forever grateful for your blessing.
Desperately seeking the help of someone who can help me get some groceries for my child and I, we have not eaten well in days. I am about to give up I don't want to see her like this it really pains me. I wish I didn't have to go to go down this end.
I live in a hotel and I lost my job back in April which caused a gap in between getting paid. (I got two new jobs less than 2 weeks after losing my job). I have caught up on the hotel bill, but am left with no money for food for the next week. Any funds sent would go straight to food. Anything helps. Thanks!
Well, I was always taught that up front honesty gains more respect than misplaced truth. I have been in prison the last 3 years and I just got out to start over completely from scratch. I'm lucky enough to have a roof over my head but aside from the roof I don't have a whole lot. I know it's not very common for people to want to help someone like me. I can't say I don't understand why. I'd like to say however that I don't have much to lose, and I'm applying for everything available to me and applying at several jobs. While I was incarcerated I decided that I wanted to change my life. I kept to myself and took every opportunity to further my education. I acquired my HSED. Attended a technical college course in windows programs in hopes that maybe an education could push my past a little more out of the light. I was addicted to drugs for a very long time and I made more bad choices than I can ever say. However now I am sober, my mental health is in a really good place, and I have relationships with my two daughters that I didn't get to see for a long time. I enrolled in an online bachelors degree course in Graphic Design and I got an A on my first assignment! All those things are by far more incredible feelings than any other thing I could think of. I am so serious about wanting to succeed in a new life. I know if I just keep trying everything will eventually fall into place. But waking up knowing I have no money or clothes is really hard. I'm not at all the type of person who believes they deserve help. There was nobody physically hurt in my crimes, but I know I have hurt a lot of people emotionally and mentally throughout my addiction and I have always believed I deserve to suffer because of that. I just want to get on my feet. I don't know if I'll get a positive response to this or if people are going to judge me but at this point what do I have to lose? I'd appreciate gift cards for clothes and other things or money. Thanks for listening.
