I’m 15 years old and my family is broke. I love playing racing games and want to start a YouTube channel to help my family. It’s been more than 7 years since I played a game and I just love them. I watch other youtubers to satisfy myself
If anyone of can help me, please donate so that I can buy a gaming PC or a console. It’s my dream to be a gamer and I just feel sad that I can’t play them when everybody else can.
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]Hello there Internet,[/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]Let me start off by saying thank you for taking the time to read of my plight, and I hope that even if you choose to not help me, you’re a little more aware of an issue that may seem so distant and foreign to you, but could actually be inside someone very, very close. If you find yourself confused about anything, I’ve included links for your convienience for information! [/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]I’ve been a misfit for a long, long time, and for years I always felt off about myself. I despised my uniform in the sixth grade, and eventually became so withdrawn and depressed because I was so alone. I couldn’t truly love myself, so how could I spare it to others? It was so draining, and the constant mental stream of torment wouldn’t stop.[/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]I’d wake up in the morning, and hate what stared back at me in the morning. I’d cry when I’d see my waist and below in the shower, and eventually retreated to only wearing baggy clothes. I’d been called a pretty face, but for some reason I wanted nothing to do with it, I couldn’t love it like others did.[/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]I later in my life learned that this was called body-dysmorphia, where I literally felt like my body wasn’t the one that I should have. This is pocked with many, many other small instances in my growing up that, coupled with anxiety and depression, made it nearly impossible for me to identify myself and be at peace.[/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]However, in the winter of my senior year in high school, I understood what all had been haunting me all these years; it wasn’t myself only that I hated, not only the body, but everything that had been pushed and assigned to it. After some research on gender and what body-dysmorphia commonly causes, I came to the conclusion that I was indeed the t in the LGBT, transgender. [/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]This is huge for me. I’ve been closeted since then, keeping it in me and letting it fester and boil into something that’ll make me cry, and the one time I tried to talk about it, I was shot down by my closest friend, saying it was a phase. Now that I’m at university, that’ll all change though.[/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]I have a chance now to finally express myself, however, that’ll be a bit difficult on my own. You see, I come from a very, very strict religious Asian family, with heavily traditional values. I have no desire to completely botch myself with surgeries, but the desire to appear the way ive dreamed and drawn since 7th grade has been persistent. [/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]My family is the main reason I need to now be driven to ask for money, as they track all my expenses with an obsessive eye and if they find out about my state, will cut me off and leave me for dead. Which is why I’ve been trying my best to express how I am only when I am sure that they are not around, or when I’m at Uni. That is why my preferred method of having money is through PayPal (paypal.me/MLoheka), as I can also immediately use it on ebay anonymously to purchase any items (which have been made on a friend of mine’s ebay account as a list, which can be requested.)[/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]I’ve been blessed enough to find a very cheap therapist, who will help me navigate through these thoughts and charges with me, as well as finding someone to help me anonymously procure the gear and clothing that’ll transform this feminine lifeform into something that I won’t hate seeing all the time.[/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]If you have any questions, want proof, or even want to chat, feel free to send a message my way, thank you so much for your time![/color]
[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.8)]Yours Truly,[/color]
My laptop broke when I got it at my new school since it broke I need only $60 dollars more to get a new one but I need it soon because it is the end of the tri and my family's money problems I can't get the $60. I will fail all my classes without. Anything helps.
paypal.me/cannyspy
HMeHello! My name is Lauren. Needless to say, I’ve fallen on some rough times. I am a US Veteran and collect disability so I can only work 20hrs a week. I have not been able to even work 20hrs weeks recently because sales are slow at my job. I am looking for help. I am usually too prideful and hardworking to ask for help, but I will take what I can get right now. I will pay forward any good deed done to help me out. Thank you for reading this and please have a great day!
Hello I am in need of money to travel back home . To Las Vegas NV I am asking for $5,000. I was diagnosed with Systematic Lupus Dec 2014
I moved to Atlanta for a fresh start. It's proven to be harder than I thought it would be. I am homeless and living in my car in a Walmart parking lot. I'm unable to work. I have applied for Disability but have not heard back yet. I just want to go back home to be with family members that can help with my condition. My family is not in a position to help me out. They are struggling themselves. I would appreciate any help you can give me
My family is having a hard time staying a float with bills and food. Plus there is another baby on the way. I just need a little help til we are able to move out of this city to the place where jobs are easier to find. Please please help. I’m desperate. This was the last thing I wanted to do wasn’t beg.
Hello! My name is Lauren. I proudly served the United States Navy. While one the Navy, I was injured and now I am only able to work under 20 hrs a week. My fiancé has been working also up until today, and now we have lost her source of income. Our rent is due soon and due to recent medical expenses ( due to the flu) we are out of money. On top of that, we also house and take care of her two younger brothers of 5 and 6. It is impossible for me to pick up more hours, Andy the fiancé is already finding a new job, but we need more help. As a veteran I was taught to have more respect than to ask for a hand out, but’s I feel like I have no other choice. I will pay forward the help I receive and give a big thanks to those who help!
I lost my job when I turned my boss into the state insurance commissioner's office for fraud. I've been struggling for a couple of months & finally have a new job starting March 12th. I have went though wat little savings I have and this is the first month I have not been able to pay my rent. I am in desperate need of the rent money so I don't get evicted before my new job starts. My landlord is going to charge me $10 a day late fee starting 2-18-2018. My rent is $950 & I have $250 of it. I did the right think & now I may lose my apartment. Any help is appreciated. Thank you. Paypal/sievers881
Hello. My name is Jordan. I am currently unemployed and no one so far wants to hire me as a babysitter or nanny. I think I'd do well, considering how much I love kids. I've tried all sorts of personal donation sites, yet no one seems to want to help. I've also tried selling possessions.
What I need is simple: I need $3,000 to pay for these special dolls that simulate children (and will supposedly help with my depression by taking care of them) and for rent so I can finally move out of my
house.
In all humbleness and honesty, I need financial help please. I'm a single mom with two teenage children that I raise on my own. I work full time in a good career. I have no other income other than my own. Times got hard last year and bills mounted up. I applied for credit cards and a small loan from a bank to help get us through the months with rent, car payment, bills, food, electric. I barely live paycheck to paycheck, sometimes even having to ask local church pantries for a handout so I can feed us. We live modestly. I don't want to make our situation worse by taking out a large loan to cover all the smaller ones. I don't get a huge tax return, because I work more than 40 hrs per week. I thought I'd take a chance to beg for help from someone who is searching for a true person in need. That's me. I'm a hard worker, I'm respected by my coworkers, friends and family. I'm drug and alcohol free. I just need financial help. I'm emotionally burnt out trying to make ends meet week after week. I have a HUGE heart and know that one day, when I'm able to afford it, I will have zero hesitations to pay it forward and help someone out in need as I am now. I pray you take my request seriously, it was written from the heart and with all the humility in the world. Thank you.
cash.me/$jaidasma
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