I have failed in everything & i cannot see hope

[Prashant]

I am jobless. I took a loan of 2 lacs and lost all the money in stock market during this current situation. I am getting calls from the lending people. I cannot tell my dad or anyone about my situation. I do not know what to do. I am completely gone. I even thought of ending life. If anyone can help me, i promise i will return your money in a year somehow and will never forget your favour. Please help!

My paypal id - paypal.me/PDeshmukh301