I am a 44 year old single woman and happy for the first time in my life. I have flaws I’m working on everyday. Some minor and some that are bigger. I love myself today and I’ve never been able to say that before. To myself or anyone else! 
I have gone through depression, addiction, still working on learning to be loved but I am stable and happy. 
I am a paralegal and I want to finish my degree and fufill my dream of being an attorney. Unfortunately in the past I have acrued debt at some schools and have my transcripts now being held by those schools. I wish I made enough to be able to pay for them and am working very hard to do so but not there yet. The total I owe is about $3000 but anything would help. I am a very very determined woman and this will happen. I am so grateful for you reading my post and considering me for your kindness.

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Dear people of the world,
I'm in deep trouble.

This is not a unique story. This is a perfect manual of how to pave a road to your personal Hell with good intentions.
I never knew I’ll end up like this.

It all started when I’ve quitted my job and my ex-employers stopped wages for half a year. I got a new good job in 3 months, but since I really counted on that money, I had to get a credit card to havesomething live on. I never needed posh, I‘ve never been rich or something. Just wanted to lead a normal life.
By the time my ex-employer finally paid me everything he owed, a) I had to repay credit interest; b) inflation ‘absorbed’ half of the money value. This was 2017, and this was the beginning of mynightmare.

Things started to happen one after another.

I’m a kind of person who is obsessed with mending things, with helping people out even not possessing the resources for it. So stupid.
I  took loans to help my family, as my brother was deeply in trouble with the law (it was a wrongful accusation, but we still had to pay for the lawyer... Later on he seriously set me up, keeping borrowingmoney for me to pay odd his own debts... And never giving them back. I can’t be mad at him as it was me being a ‘yes man’ all the time... But it’s family, you know.)

I also took loans to support my friends. This is too long a story. I wish someone was there to tell me YOU CAN"T SAVE EVERYONE.
PUT YOUR OXYGEN MASK ON FIRST, BEFORE ASSISTING OTHERS.
I've learned it a hard way. And it was too late.

My friends couldn’t help me out, I knew that, and never bothered to share the situation.
Well. I do have a good job now. It pays off about 800 euro/980 USD (which is tolerable for Russia). I work on weekends, too. But trying to handle a rent, food, and all the debts leads to the inescapablesituation: I have debts for housing and public utility services, I have debts in loan services, and 3 fully cashed-out credit cards... Every month I am able to repay only percents. That’s because the percent rate of loan services is 1% a day, which makes it 365% a year... I know it is ridiculously high, but I didn’t have a choice back when I loaned them. Or I thought I didn’t.

I want to complete further education courses to boost my salary. I want to help people without ripping my heart out.
I wish I could get a normal life, where I can afford buying a new pair of jeans without cutting myself on food.
I want to have a family, too. But that’s impossible without sorting this all out.
I want to continue helping other people but now wisely, not blindly generous.
I want to get my teeth fixed, I’m just 32 and lack 8 of them already...

I need a fresh start...
Oh God.
I am talking huge numbers here. My debt is about 5,000 euro/6,000 USD. This is what I owe to banks and loan organisations…

I know no one owes me anything. I don’t fancy that my story will make 5,000 complete strangers feel sorry about me and pay a euro. Nothing like that.
I just...

I’m so tired. I’m so desperate that I’ve started looking at things like lotteries and stuff. Of course I wouldn’t spend money on tickets, as I do understand the odds... But the hope has clearly abandoned me

leaving place to some insane hysterical feeling.
It’s not that I wait for some kind of X-Mas miracle (oh yes I do, in fact... This is the only thing that can improve the situation so far... A miracle, huh.)

God, I’m desperate...
Can this miracle happen?
Can it?
I‘ve run out of options...
Sorry for begging for help.
I never thought it would happen to me... Well, no one 100% secured.

Bless you. Thank you for reading. And please don’t repeat my mistakes. Turns out you can’t  help others if you can’t help yourself.

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I live in a shelter with my two kids it’s really hard for us with all that’s going on in the world I hope somone could reach out this holiday and give us a good Christmas PayPal.me/frankravalliu or paypal email frankrobertsqqqq@gmail.com

I’m a single mom of 2 children and I do it all by myself. I have a 2 year old and a 16 year old and I get no help from their father whatsoever.  I lost my employment due to Covid-19 shutdowns that I have had for 11 years.  The business totally closed and went bankrupt after not having the money to sustain through the shutdowns etc.  It’s been devastating.  Since then, I’ve lost really everything I’ve worked for.  I lost my car because I couldn’t make the payments.  So I have no way to get anywhere now but I still search for jobs online daily.  All of my utilities are so behind and about to be disconnected this week.  My rent is so far behind I’m facing eviction.  As you can imagine- you can’t make it very far with two kids (amazing kids) on $372 every 2 WEEKS from unemployment and now that ends the day after Christmas.  was an addict and got sober in 2009 and have maintained employment since the week after.  I’ve never had any help and I knew I wouldn’t so I better get it together.  Lol Now I’ve just lost it all.  My kids don’t deserve this.  I appreciate ANYTHING you can do to help us with either gift cards or finances. I’m not giving up and still have faith in people and God.  Please just put yourself in my shoes.  Thank you so much for your time as I know how precious it is!  
PayPal link-
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I was made redundant in April 2020 due to Covid 19 and I have not been able to find a job since then. A lack of a job has forced me to fall behind in my student loan payments and I have maxed out my credit cards trying to keep myself afloat. I have tried several ways to earn money but nothing has worked so far. I would greatly appreciate any donations you can make no matter how small you may think it is. Thank you in advance! Paypal: https://paypal.me/RadiantBrown?locale.x=en_US 

Hello,

 I had to leave my husband because he started to use heroin. That is hard even to type...I had to let go of the feeling that I was "abandoning" him because the thought of that eats at me. I had to leave for the sake of my mental well-being as well as the safety of our one and a half-year-old son. I have been on this rollercoaster and trying to help him with his addiction for two years now (this started while I was six months pregnant).  In going, I have forsaken the financial support I was receiving from him for my debt consolidation loan.  I have considerable debt that I have been working on for the past few years. The loan occurs twice a month at a little over $400 each installment.  The payments (on top of my car payment and the plethora of others) is causing great strain at an already mentally exhausting time for me. Dealing with a toddler is no laughing matter, for those reading this with children will understand all too well. I do not know what else to do other than to ask for help and hope someone is out there reading this...even if no one does, this was somehow therapeutic to say to the world. Thank you for your time, and any generosity is much appreciated.

All the best, 
Amanda 

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Hi everyone hope everyone has a great christmas. Wishing I could give my children a better christmas this year. I am a single mom five children. Helping them with school and protecting  then from covid I been home with them and haven't been able earn enough money to to get any gifts.  Please help me here's my paypal I will really really appreciate  it!  paypal.me/marcyh586

Hello Everyone, 
I am posting here in the  hopes that I may find someone to help me keep the Christmas magic alive for my daughter.  She is 10 years old and is on the spectrum.  Christmas is her FAVORITE time of year. She looks forward to her elf showing up ( she named her medicine ) and keeping watch on her to report back to Santa. Her favorite thing to do is to make treats for her family and favorite people and give them as gifts. She just such a loving, giving and amazing young girl and deserves to have that magical Christmas morning.
Due to her needs with homeschooling and being able to keep her evening schedule unchanged I am unable to work currently.  It is AMAZING to be with her ALL day but it's very unfortunate for us financially . I have applied for , and received, help with propane and food assistance for which  I am so grateful for! I also applied for unemployment assistance but, unfortunately it has been in review for months now and that was my last hope for getting presents from Santa under the tree. I am writing this post in the hopes that it will fall upon the view of someone that is in a position to share in the joy of keeping that Christmas spirit alive for my baby girl. I don't know how or when I will be able to repay it quickly but, i can promise to keep paying it forward in any way that presents itself and continue to teach my daughter the same. I appreciate all who take the time to read this and consider blessing my daughter with some Christmas magic! 
Thank you,
HollyJane

I am a single mom of 2 girls. I currently got laid off from my job. I have put in a ton of applications, just waiting on calls back. I barely have enough funds to cover my monthly bills which some are behind. But I need help with buying my girls christmas. Anything helps, Thank you and God Bless.

Thanks

Hi there, if you’re reading this then you’re probably curious on what my situation is right now. Well here it is straight up, I’m quite in debt because I’m studying and I’ve moved out of home, I can barely afford to pay for my schooling and pay for food. I’m late on my rent and am desperately trying to find ways on how to get some money as fast as I can. I owe someone over $800 and I’m constantly getting hassled to pay it back. I also am unemployed and am having troubles looking for work due to corona virus. Last month was my partners birthday and I couldn’t afford to buy him a birthday present, now I’m afraid that I can’t even give him a Christmas present. I was going to surprise him and get him into the Christmas spirit by buying us a cheap Christmas tree but I couldn’t even afford that. 

Please help me, every dollar gets me closer to being able to try and get something for him for Christmas and be able to pay off everything in my life.

Here is my PayPal. Help me please. 

PayPal.Me/NomanSy